Just like
anyone and everyone, you're leading a normal life...the one of an Aam
Aadmi. As a school/college student, you wake up in the morning to go
to school/college. You are compelled to attend the morning classes in
half sleepy state or in complete senses (by sincere students). You
comfort yourself in the dance period by aspiring to be the most
graceful dancer in class, similarily you find solace in the
aspirations of being a melodious singer in the music period, the
agile athlete in the sports period and the proficient student in all
the academic classes. While switching over from one efficacy to the
other (as mentioned above), you carry those typical teenage
sensations of being the hottest diva as a girl with a wardrobe
brimmed with haute couture, and of being the handsome hunk as a boy.
The hour-glass figurette or the six-packed abdominal structure is
also something that leaves us aghast and awestruck.
You come
back home finally after those chirping sessions with mates in
schools, those seasoned looks ushered by you to your crush in between
the classes and breaks alike, and after even those moments of
horrendous embarrasment when seldomly you are showcased as the
laughing stock of the town. You then rejuvenate yourself by watching
TV or by tapping the keys of your laptop. You marvel through such
electronic gadgets at the resplendent beauties of myriad actors and
actresses, you follow the latest fashion trends from funky flip-flops
to flashy watches. Again, comes the dismal occasion when you recall
people who mock at your well-rounded belly, your dwarf height or
other features of yours which they don't consider upto-the-mark. You
envy the girl/guy-next-door who seems to enjoy a Midas touch right
from his childhood (...born with a silver spoon types;) ).
By the
evening, you somehow convince your parents to take you out for dinner
(.. allow you to go out with your friends rather..again that teenage
symptom ;) ) after you return from your tuition classes. This outing
completely lifts your spirits, and life again becomes perfect
for you..atleast momentarily. You lie on bed ultimately after
going through all the events of the day. Again, before sleeping you
feel like the knight when you stay awake and chat with your friends
late at night hiding the phone from your parents. Even in your
sleeps, you crave of partying crazily like others do.. all night!
Now just
imagine yourself to be hit upon while doing something.. I mean to say
that you just get that vibe .. you just feel that something you did
just then wasn't only done by your hands, legs etc; but from within
... from your soul.. your heart.. OR you even don't get to do it(at
times).. but when you watch someone doing it.. you just feel that you
belong there.
Now your
life for heavenly sake doesn't remain one of an Aam Aadmi as you
choose to make a difference.. at times even an upheaval..you feel
like the majestic soul of the world sent on Earth to be extra
ordinary and a blessing in disguise for many. You realise your motive
in life and you experience that inner peace.. in your wild fantasies.
Now people's comments on your physique, your skills don't break you
down.. instead you start looking up at them as another stepping stone
towards your journey to success (where your heart lies..). Now you
don't crib when your parents' turn down on your ask for a pizza
instead you start respecting that decision and hopefully, even
understanding it.
If you be
true to yourself, you'll agree with me that your life then gets
transformed from the one of an atheist to that of a meditator..a
peacemaker. Problems spring up from nowhere, even when you're
following your heart... and mostly even bigger problems show up on
your way but now that positive vibe in you does the talking.
Now you
don't need those incessant clock alarms to wake you up, your soul
rises along with the sun and you feel so passionate and enthusiastic
along with the rising sun. Then you say to yourself that “enough of
enviousness from others, now you gonna just compete with yourself.”
your mind doesn't wander now from being a dancer to a singer and so
on... now you just want to be that one person..YOURSELF. You seem to
have grown up overnight, when you understand the things happening
around you.. they maybe in your favor or not.. and even if you don't
understand that reason.. you start respecting this fact and this
aspect of life!
Your mind
stops wandering now from your hottest crush(es) and centers around
your heroic role-models. Finally, after all the soul-searching
sessions that you go by when you decide to take that plunge to be who
you were created to be , you choose to set the world on fire. In the
path , you fail, you get rejected, you are told that you're not good
enough, you part ways with your dearest friends, you have to stay
away from your family, you are mocked at, you are left shattered and
embarrased at times, you feel too much loaded and exhausted to get
youself motivated again and again, you lose the reason of your
struggle in the middle of your journey, you lose people around
you..and then if you are still left with something known as
dedication, determination or discipline in you.... you now think of
losing youself in it..because now you tend to be the most dangerous
of all.. beacuse now you are left with nothing to lose... and that
serves as the deadliest cocktail in the world!
And then,
you WIN! You! Yes you! You win! Cheer up! Now party as hard you want
to!! because it was all worth it! Now you don't need anyone's consent
for anything..now its your wish to turn to people to take advices
from them or not. You are left on your own now, because you show it
that you can do it all by yourself. Your parents are proud, your
friends return back to you, high headed people who discouraged you
stoop their heads low in front of you.. and now, even this shouldn't
excite you, lure you and leave you strayed from your path. You should
just accept all sorts of people, forgive them for all wrongdoings and
make your perspective larger than their objective in life.
I will
just wrap it up by saying that, there are somethings in life which
everyone needs to learn in order to excelor survive. Some learn the
hard way and others the smart way... the magnitude of intensity of
those things, according to me , makes all the difference.
So just
put on your magical garb and live the life that you imagine beacause
that is the biggest adventure you can ever do in your life... the one
of following your dreams and being a Passionate Junkie.
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